Tuesday, 30 August 2011

  • vent.

    You don’t know how it feels to have someone always discourage you and put you down. To call you hideous, ugly, fat, disgusting, everyday. To see you, and just shudder in disgust. I laugh it off, like every other day. But some days the pain, the humiliation, the shame really gets to my head and messes me up. I just want to forever go into a deep slumber or die already. If someone offered me a pill that killed me with no pain, I would take it without a hesitation. I’m always put down to my worst but people still expect the best from me. If you really expect the best, stop criticizing me. I’m sorry I can’t be 100lbs like my friends. I’m sorry I’m not as pretty as them. I’m sorry… I’m sorry I even try to look my best, and have a interest in fashion, and try to look my best because I’m ugly even with effort. I’m sorry I’m so lazy. I’m sorry I’m such a lazy fat bitch. I’m sorry that my thighs always touch. I’m sorry I can’t be like like them. I’m sorry I’m not pretty enough. Why do I exist. Was I born so you can be ashamed of me… why can’t you be happy that I’m trying? I have to physically block my ears so I can block out your criticism and just stop listening to your horrible words. Maybe all I am to you is a object, a tool, something that you can go brag to other people. I’m sorry I was born this hideous way. 

     

Wednesday, 27 July 2011

  • So I'm not good at keeping my promises...

    I said I'm back, yadda yadda yadda, and then got lazy again.

    I'm actually on Lovelyish everyday. Its always one of those essential tabs I have open along with Facebook, Tumblr, Youtube, and Naver. I read Lovelyish everyday. I just don't bother to comment anymore. Truth is I'm too lazy to sign in. 

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    I hope I don't start procrastinating and being lazy again because I really want to be more active.  

Saturday, 18 December 2010

  • My Vacancy

    Sorry I wasn't active these days. My great-grandmother passed away, schoolwork, tumblr (LOL), grades, and etc. I checked Lovelyish EVERYDAY though, but didn't make comments or posted new posts about fashion. One of the biggest reason was because I got rejected by the Lovelyish team, but now I'm back with new fashion posts, questions, and etc. Let's just hope I last here long! :) I'm back, Lovelyish!

Friday, 09 July 2010

  • Apologies that you and I both need to make.

    Many of you guys read my previous post about how 'fat' people should shop at the stores where clothes fit. Most of you guys totally missed me point and started bashing and me and called me a idiotic bitch who doesn't understand fat people's feelings. EXCUSE me, I do. So PLEASE don't go assuming that I don't! That's completely ridiculous. You guys got very heated and started arguing with one another. The reason I wrote that post is to express how I feel about complaining from the plus-sized size. I'm not necessarily plus sized but I was very fat so I understand.

    But have you thought it from the skinny POV? I guess you haven't from the way you thought about yourselves. They have trouble finding clothes too. Even the average sized women can't find the right clothes because they have wide hips or large breasts.

    The thing that bothered me a lot was that you guys called me judgemental; but - - - -

     

    I will finish this post as soon as I get back.

Wednesday, 07 July 2010

  • Plus sized VS non plus sized

    I’ve heard many complaints about how plus-sized people can’t fit normal people’s clothes…. Hello? That’s not your size! I’m pretty sure they know this because they demand them to make bigger sizes. Like I read in comments, losing weight is the best thing to do if you want to fit their clothes. I know it’s not easy but have you tried?

    Also, skinny people can’t fit every size. No one can. So don’t complain about how fat people can’t fit into regular clothes while skinny people can’t either. It really depends.

    Now, now I’m not trying to discriminate against fat people, since, I’m yes, kind of fat. But I can fit Forever21 medium or sometimes large, UO medium or large, and others.

    There are trendy stores for plus sized people too! In my mall, there is a shop called Plus Outfitters which has tons and tons of super cute clothes! I first didn’t know it was for plus-sized people because I directly went into the store without paying much attention. My eyes were on the super cute clothes. The mannequins weren’t the regular ones you see in regular stores. They were for plus-sized people, so yes, they were larger. My stick-thin stepsister couldn’t fit any of them because they were too big. But that’s nothing to complain about? I, got a cute hoodie top, kind of baggy and big but I liked them that way since I could pair it up with some leggings. (Don’t worry, it covered my butt.)

    See, there’s shop for plus sized people and non plus sized people. Since plus sized shops don’t carry non plus sized items, all regular shops don’t need to carry plus sized items. You get it?

    Now, let’s go shopping at the right places where it suits our body types!

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